Thursday, May 7, 2015

Wait for it... Dary


My legacy will be a simple one, I once read "happiness can be found in the simplest things" a quote seemingly overlooked in this technological revolution that we are currently living in. With everyone more worried about the newest "tech" or biggest bank account, the world can become a very dark place. We all seem so caught up in this rat race of life that we don't see or choose to ignore the very real problems going on in the world around us on a daily basis. With this being said I would like to serve the world by combating this problem. Now don't get me wrong I will not be protesting technology or the wonderful things it can do for us as a race but instead I will lead by example. While most choose to go through there daily lives not worrying about more than there "inner circle" I will fight for my fellow men and women...not only with the political field I hope to follow but with charitable events as well. Even something as small as free haircuts to the homeless and underprivileged (which i am currently doing) would suffice as long as it was opening the eyes of others. 

"How do we change the world?: One act of random kindness at a time."

When I was growing up in a broken home, I knew what would make me the happiest was being a parent...A Good Parent!. That being said the biggest impression i would like to leave on the world would be through my future children. As we all know children are our future so I would love to play a strong role in molding "our future" in a positive manner, raising my children to not only change the world but change and touch the lives of others as well. Not to say I don't plan on leaving an impression of my own on the way though. I do plan in changing this world in a big way, as previously discussed I just want to open peoples eyes to the fact that if we all worked together the world could truly be "Utopia." If this can not be accomplished through politics I do believe with the right dream and hard work I'm currently putting into my assets, I will change the world for the better.


As for being happy...truly happy I must say money will be a big part of that, not for the material things but being comfortably set. Not having to stress about bills, food, shelter, or even the things I even want. However as Ray Liotta states in Blow "money isn't real George" a quote that couldn't hit closer to home if it was in the batters box. The biggest things that will make me happy are also the simplest. A home that I can call my own, a farm or at least garden to grow my own vegetables and just basically "meditate", a loyal wife but not only that a life partner to share my highs and lows with working together towards a stable life (hard to find, but I have faith), children to share my wisdom with in hopes they can one day build upon that knowledge growing farther than I could ever hope for, and health and happiness for my friends, family and even the people I never get to meet. 


We were meant for primitive lives! Not to say I want this per-say, but look at your own life would you not want to just be... free!? Would it not be amazing to live in a community that worked together or just to be free to do what ever you would like, pursue any goal with no thought of ramification or payment to do so? Would it not be somewhat exciting in a certain light to have no lights, live by candle light, no worries of name brands or the newest "toys", being able to be ones self...there true selves as well as regaining touch with animals around us, nature being your workplace and the world your playground. Skillfully hunting to eat and needing not wanting to work to survive. Truly becoming one with the world around you. Maybe its a fear of the unknown future, or even disappointment in what we have become in our current social state, loosing all connection with ourselves but sometimes I believe this is what I want. This is what we all really want...to be free.

R.est I.n P.rosperity
here lies the artist
his mind to finally rest
the artist might be lost
but art behind he left
in hearts of many and talks of cheer 
his name brings smiles and glee
from the ones he helped to the ones that helped
in times of trials and need
but now goodbye 
is all we have 
yet it never ends
the days we've lost
forever ring
in cheers of beers with friends
the heres to you's
and heres to me's
forever as friend's we shall always be's
the tears the laughs
the firsts and lasts
we all be missed
and cherished
your life goes on
through nightly songs
long after you've perished








Thursday, April 23, 2015

One Life To Live Never Ask For A Mulligan


   The majority of Americans, and the world universally wake up morning after morning dreading the work day ahead. The long dragging hours, that food coma that occurs after lunch seemingly guiding you back to your bed, the boss barking orders at you frustrated with his boss alike, low wages that barely get you by, and don't even get me started on the WORK! Sure the first couple weeks during "acclimation period" things were quite easy but now that you know what your doing the pressure kicks in along with responsibility and unless you enjoy what you do well...your stuck in a metaphorical hell, surrounded by a slew of people in the same situation with no way out. After learning these valuable lessons at the first couple jobs I had I knew I wouldn't let myself cur-come to the same fate as the majority of my peers. I would love what I did or do nothing at all. 


   Luckily after evaluating my life I understood what made me tick, what made me want to get out of bed everyday and strive for excellence. For me its not exactly the job as barbering, and construction alike have giving me the same effects, its the instant gratification of building something. Making something out of nothing in a way that only I could. See working with my hands has always been a passion from drawing to building houses I knew that's what would keep me sane in this corporate world we live in. There's just something so gratifying about making something only you can. Other than doing what I love I have always been fortunate enough to work with people that I enjoy being around, never having a problem at work but instead enjoying my time spent discussing, and debating views with all walks of life. 


   Although work is still work I believe it to have to be something you desire to do to be fulfilling. There must be a drive to excel, room to grow, something to keep you from insanity.(doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results) We are all here and gone in a blink of an eye do what you love and do it right the first time.



Cheese cake?

Money on the counter on a count of it keep counting

I'm drowning in sheets bound em
See talented reeks out em
More balanced with each album
I challenge defeat sol-om
My pallet to eat all em
My wallet say keep balling
Not stoppin I'm evolving
I'm popping like grease on em
Brushing up the skills
n grinding like teeth problems
 Einstein mind mix Hawkin and Steve jobs in
y'all just little bitches in real life
 weak problems
Good will hunting we cleaning while We solve em
Acidic how i spit it
Diminish an
de solve em
flip genetics thru telekinetics no gimmicks I
devolve em
they on
we going strong till we off em
But yet they Can't off us
No offers Fuck a settling price
Im kick it the circle like when peddling bikes

(shit)
I'ma Thank God for my squad no award show

yet
But when I do I won't forget
an who I lose
I wont  regret
not a Lane not a step
Not a second in the bottom
In the bottom where we wept
where we lept
took a leap of Faith to rearrange
And play it out like chess
now we making moves ahead of Mr fisher at his best
(Ha)
yes I am  blessed
Like I sneezed while I confess
An I confess
I'm the perfect worded vet
to word it perfect
verses versing
Every person
They be searching on the net
Serve a sermon while I'm burning what they purging in the west
I'm a God given vet
words to worship Every breath you still learning at your best

.you still earning with the sess  
survivor-man here to show em going strong an doing less

Swift been known to keep a hundred every version of the test so pull a card any card even shuffling the deck
n Ill still be on top with a duffle and a check

(Ha)
all i know accelerate 
an generate 
that money money money

At a better rate then head of state
Perpetuate this rain
Saying  feel it in the air
You can see when looking through my eyes the drive of billionaire's
Only light still shining when in sight it  wasn't there
I'm the dream you think of living when you stuck in nightmares
I'm the coach I'm the owner most valuable player
Been a king up on my chair
Since the prince was Bel air
been pimping since pimping
Was a unspoken affair
since the woman made em work
And the men actually cared
but now it's all easier every body greedier
Governments are loving it
decievin ya through media

Precievin the
Same views as slaves use

Used

to Enslave you
I'm looking for a way out 
escape through escape routes
find the limits deny gimmicks and break through!







Sunday, April 19, 2015

Peering Through The Crystal

      When all seems hopeless the greatest moments of triumph arise. 
    In the summer of 2015, Michael Colangelo the third a local middle class Medford barber decided to change his life. It all started with a thought, nothing more than a hope for a better life. No plan nor guide just a gut feeling that needed to be acted upon before opportunity had passed.
     Life changed for Michael after graduating barber school, he had always been a "hustler" of sorts but now unlike previous times in his life he had found a niche to channel his "hustlers ambitions." Though most had just saw the short term goals of finding a job, or long term goals of owning a shop, Michael couldn't help but seeing that and much more. After a few years of barbering himself and talking to friends about his ideas, Michael s best friend at the time had been watching how good he had been doing financially and decided to commit to barber school himself. At this point those ideas that once seemed so crazy were soon to become reality. Michael and Patrick wasted no time getting there names out there as much as possible, starting with charity haircuts for the under privileged they began to construct there incredible success story. From there they had numerous senior citizens living centers under contract for weekly trims, were designing custom clippers and t-shirts, sharpening blades for stylist/barbers/and even local chefs, and opening a shop in hopes to build a corporation.... things were begging to look up for the not so dynamic duo. After the first business took off the young entrepreneurs decided to shift there focus to a few new ideas including, renting and renovating homes, a new line of gyms for the average Joe's, an all you can drink buffet (not to practical but sounds sick), along with numerous restaurants and bars the boys of Melrose were feeling unstoppable...the sky was no longer the limit.
    After making his fist million in 2021, Mr. Colangelo then 31 made his big break buying into and becoming VP of a small company specializing in nano technologies, from here it was smooth sailing. Now 41 living in Rome, Mr. Colangelo spends his time making decisions from his villa or yacht with his beautiful wife and two children, truly satisfied with life feeling as if he has found his path.



    Unknown to most Michael Colangelo might not have made his fortune, if not for a trip to Japan in 2019 that changed his life. In the winter of 2019 Michael had been experiencing a plateau of sorts, everything with the barbershops going smooth he somehow felt stifled, he strived for more.. but what. A question he could not find an answer to until a vacation changed his life. On vacation he had been investigating the radiation still leaking in Fukushima when he met Chang Lee a molecular engineer with a dream. A dream to change the world with nano technology to clean up this mess and many others alike...nothing was the same after that day.



   In an unrelated article Mr. Colangelo admits if in another universe his life would be much different. He sees himself as a rapper turned singer winning the hearts of many with his heart warming ballets and rugged gangster rap alike. He would live in a penthouse suite overlooking New York City with his super model girlfriend and her girlfriends. Spending his days writing songs, spending his millions and making guest appearances at global businesses and drinking his nights away. After 10 years living his dreams on the road Mr. Colangelo (Doc Swift) unfortunately got into a fight with a little person, in Texas. After a duel at high noon Doc was no more, missing not taking in account the little mans height his last words were "legends never die" as he was struck and ironically took his last breath. ..As lavish as this life does sound we can be nothing but grateful that his life turned out the way it did.



3 Lefts Make A Right

The world is slowly turning
a fork lay up ahead
the right is full of promise
but I took the left instead

I see the path is dangerous

every step consists of strain
every ending seeming bleak
until the light comes out again
(yes)
the road I walk is lonely
I can only seek the lost
but the road is only lonely
when a path is never crossed

they say life is what you make it

but how much will it cost
I will never lose my ethics
to be credited as boss
(no)
I look ahead again
my vision getting weaker
another year has passed
as the lost becomes the seeker

another fork appears 
the left is all I've known 
I watch the clones of right
as i choose to walk alone

the right was said to prosper
and I'm sure that's what it had
but the left left me a daughter
and a son to call me dad

the left brought me a beauty 
the lady of my life
while the right consists of beauty
in the lady's of the night

many years have passed as I traverse the road I've paved

every hole is just an obstacle of poor mistakes I've made

alas it comes to one 
last fork before the end
once again I take the left 
to back where i began





















-

Thursday, April 9, 2015

Visions of Future Pasts

 






 
 

 

 
 







 

 
 
 
 
 
This week I did a vision board to describe my idea future. My ideal future consists of a monkey, I know not the first thing on most people mind but as a child I often pondered how cool it would be to own a monkey. Later in my life while living in Warm Springs VA, I had actually gotten the opportunity to build a cage for a family of monkeys and in the process luckily gotten a lot of time to socialize with them. That with the overall awesomeness of a monkey there was no other option but for it to be first. Next would be the baller house with the butler, private chef, home office and walk in closet full of designer suits, this is a must own. Now to get these things I will need income, this is where a chain of "corporate" barbershops comes in to play (opening early next year) that along with whatever profession I choose to pursue should be more than enough to bring the "bread" home to my trophy wife. Now not in a superficial way but the perfect wife in the sense of a loyal female, with brains, that doesn't mind doing work and looks good doing it....(great white buffalo) On my off time I would like to explore the world, rich or poor I see it good to not get trapped in one place but instead explore till I find the place I would truly like to call home. Lastly my biggest dream would be to one day change the world weather something small or large I just want to leave my mark.  
 
Eye See
 

I see
material things become all that I care
when material things are all that I  spare
A wife true beauty a queen of my heart
A son or a daughter with my passion for art
a home of my own a castle my throne
with a closet of polo and Gucci cologne
the fastest of cars with chauffer's to drive em
A studio of musicians with labels to sign em
A business a job and career on the side
no time for sleep when feeling alive
I see
change when I can maybe small or enormous
from aps on your phone to lamas in orbit
from changing the world to changing the lives
of my future children my family myself and my wife's
 
 
 
 

 

Wednesday, April 1, 2015

Passion of the Mike


Throughout my life there have been many things that I have shown passion for, but I would say the biggest would be music. Throughout the ups and downs of my life, it was the melody that drove my heart, it was rhythm that controlled my soul, the only peace I could find in a world full of distractions. In seventh grade I got published for a poem I wrote for women's rights in the form of Mya Angelo. Wow! if something I had no idea about could get published, what about something I did? From there music seemed to follow my life everywhere I went. Poetry turned into rap, as I embarked on an epic urban underground adventure. After some years, I began to realize maybe I had the wrong dream but was in the right direction. How could I make a career out of music? My true passion. After years of deliberation, I am now currently trying to make my dreams come true, by producing local artists learning the ins and outs of the industry, and trying to make a name for myself in hopes of one day being a big as puff daddy himself.


I also have an uncommonly large infatuation with barbering. From simple fades, to portrait designs in people's head's I strive to be the best. I love everything about it, from something as simple as the sound of the clippers heating up in the morning, to he smell of the barber side (sanitizing product) we use to clean those very clippers every day. This is my passion. I never knew barbering was something that I would enjoy, but it was love at first line. As much as I want to be the best, my main goal in this industry, is to make enough money and clientele to open up my own shop within the year... And  will do this.


With barbering and music alike, I intend to touch people's hearts, and make an impact on their lives. Whether one song, or one haircut at a time. I intend to once a year hold a cut-a-thon for homeless people, foster kids and sick children. But don't get it wrong with my shop itself, I'm only targeting a rich demographic. With music, I'm targeting the masses. My clients strive to make music to get people through tough times and on to better things. The kind of music that makes the hair on your arms stand up. Lyrical masterpieces, put in such a way, not only would your mind be blown, but your speakers as well. The kind of music that helps people, and that's all we do, it help people.

El Musica


Music
is my life

Music
is my wife

Music is my
other half

Without music
I am not right

Without music
I can not write

Right?

Wrong

I can make music with my voice
all night
long (all night long)

It is the day time but this is my
night
song

Rap the night away till my
night's
gone

Then wake up tomorrow, heart beating to the same
life
song

the sounds in the air are the strings that I strum

and the ground beneath my feet is the beat to my
drum

the passion for mike is my passion for the mic

stronger than Mel Gibson's passion for Christ

Jesus
that's a lot

but I'm constantly this

man stuck asking for more like poor Oliver twist

its music that drives me like a high speed chase

to the star I will become tell em
I need space!

on dead dogs ill make it like a Chinese plate

or ill drift off and crash like a Chinese race

BARS







Sunday, March 15, 2015

Gratefully Original


 

I seem to tend to take time for granted, it seems as if I let time tick away as I chase the next dollar. And sometimes I forget to slow down and just enjoy living. Our time is mostly consumed with thinking about bills, working to pay bills, anything for a dollar bill. But when you die, you cannot take the money with you. I seem to let all the beautiful scenery, and wonders of the world pass me by, in order to survive. Now I see that time is only what you make it, in reality we make time. Now I live in the moment, and live for this time, not next time.



Now on the other hand there are numberous things I am grateful for...I could name them all but as this list would be too extensive I will only list a few. To start off I am grateful to wake up in my nice bed, in the beautiful country of America. I am grateful for all of my freedoms. I'm grateful to be able to work, and not only that, but work for more than minimum wage. I am blessed with all of these amazing opportunities, as well as the natural abilities that God has given me. My friends and family, who have stood by me, through the best of times and the worst of times. The people who believed in me most, even when I didn't believe in myself. The fact I am a middle class citizen, I say this because I could never imagine how hard it is to live in a third world country, or even go through some of the struggles that I see in this country on a regular basis... There are some truly amazing individuals in this world. Lastly, but definitely not least I am thankful for my health. If I get sick, I could do something as easy as go to the hospital and treat whatever's wrong with me. I can go and get checked up whenever I want, to prevent any future illness, and for that I am most grateful.

Upon further reflection I see sometimes, as in Ferris Bueller's Day Off, "Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look around once and a while, you could miss it.". I now propose a challenge to myself, a personal homework assignment, if you will. I'm aiming to refrain from using my phone, or any form of social media for the next week. In this I am to experience the world, and all the little things in it that more often than not, go unnoticed. Within the timeframe, I see myself bonding with my natural self, and hopefully restoring my faith in humanity.  I encourage you to try this as well.




Haiku? I do!


Cool breeze and hot rays
Spring showers on summer days
Everything is good
 
Money In The Bank
My whole family is fed
Food on the table
 
Seed in the garden
It grows until it blossoms
A star is now born
 
god is my shepherd
and Jesus is my savior 
I will make them proud
 
Art in every minute
I can not afford to waste
seconds on the clock
 
The land of the free
The home of the hamburger
diabetes kills
 
Who really killed Pac
was it Puffy and Biggie?
Pac is still alive!?
 
 

Sunday, March 8, 2015

Fear and Loathing in Massachusetts

 
Fear. One of those things that seems to only be there to test ones character. Whether it be fear of change, conflict, or even something as small as a spider, overcoming that fear is what makes you or well.... breaks you. I once read that "fear comes from uncertainty" now let that resonate for a moment. If you look back on your own fears I'm sure in one way or another this quote holds truth, I mean maybe not the spider (there just scary looking) but real fear is commonly just caused by clouded thoughts of the unknown. A moment where you knew it was a good idea but the fear of failure held you back from accomplishing your goal. To this all I can say is man up!.
 
 
Now I'm not saying have no fear, fear is an amazing tool when channeled properly but, weighing the consequence for you actions is as well. For instance when riding motor cross a few years back, I noticed that my fear itself was transforming into adrenaline the more I rode. The more terrifying the stunt, the more I was "in the zone" if you will. My senses more aware, more in tune with the bike and its movements, truly one with the moment. Although fear was a great tool then, if I had not overcame my original fear of failure when first learning to ride the bike, I would have never experienced the amazing things I did. In a sense you just have to use it to your advantage and own it.
 
 
Even though I do know how to use my fear, I still seem to have problems overcoming some aspect in my own life. The biggest regret. I just don't want to say I never did it or that I did it wrong for that matter. For example I fear marriage or even commitment, not because of the life I would live, but instead questions like is she the right one? would I have met that one if I wasn't with her? will this even work out? Death is another big one, not death itself but I just don't want to die to early regretting the life I lived,even everyday decisions weigh heavy on my day to day. In my mind every move controls my future no way to overcome this I just move on, go with the flow, and hope I always make the right decisions....or at least learn from the wrong ones.
 
 
 
"Only Thing That I Fear Is God And Weddings"
 
Man in the mirror,
I'm staring at my problems
Nobody around
cause they got up and they got it         
I use it as motivation,
fuel to all this energy
Refuse to let my inner fears
stop me from my destiny
Pen to the paper,
getting to this paper
Headed to the top,
(escalator)
need to get it now never later
Running from my past,
but a dreams what I'm chasing
On the way to make it
(no we ain't never waiting)
see a fork in the road, road full of potholes
Where will I end up?
(Nope)
I do not know
 running through my life
life is just a race
Eyes open, full speed,
Turnin fear into my faith
losing not an option
Blood sweat and tears
are all I've ever known
only thing to interfere
(was the fear)
of becoming like my father an my family
fear turned to courage, poverty prosperity
moments after moments culminating to a clarity
its cheating that I fear when I say the words marry me
only thing left that I fear is the death
before I make it to the top guess I fear regret.